all those beautiful hijab style

hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... it's already saturday....
and i'm going to have a haircut.....!!!!
it's going to be uberFUN!!!...

mmmm,,, recently i found so many bloggers with their posts about HIJAB. and suddenly i feel like inspired to wear hijab. but i don't know... i only have short sleves clothes that i still love to wear daily....

i don;t know... i just.... arghhh..... it's just myself being confuse of choosing what wud be best for me.... deep inside, i really want to wear hijab... buat,,, my hubby, doesn't allow me yet... See? that is a HUGE obstacle.

hopefully me and hubby someday will take a good desicion. *finger cross*

and this some style i took from hijabi blogger :

 source : the merchant daughter

source : http://adriani-a.blogspot.com

source : http://fiminin.blogspot.com/

and last but not least... evrbody's favorite girl :::::

source : http://www.stylecovered.com/

with all those beautifull and stylish looks, i hope no one will not say NO to wear hijab as an obligation for muslimah... ***HEADSHOT**


i wish i wish i wish i could wear hijab sooooooooooooooooon!!!!
please please please pray for me :)

new bangs or fringes

i'm bored with my bangs and layered hair.... and i'm so happy that i finally found a very interesting web to share about various haircut.....

this is my hair....

so oily and thin :(

wish i have wavy or... thick hair :)....


and this is what i want for my new hair cut....

pic : courtesy of hAiR

which one do u think suits me best?

the stippling brush

i really excited to write a post about make up..hahaah
it's bcuz i always read reviews from femaledaily.com about make up and make a beautiful look with your face as a canvas :)

1st essential is... clean ur face... with toner... but, my skin is combination to dry skin so i use non alcoholic toner. Then, put ur daily moisturizer and sunblock.... wait until its absorbs.. aprx 2-3mins.

then put a primer on. but i dont use primer.. i directly use foundie after sunblock :)

yaiyy... this is the best part if u want ur foundie (liquid foundation) blend with ur skin very good, try to use STIPPLING BRUSH picture below :

it makes ur foundie blends better than with sponge or fingers
makes a difference like an airbrush. it perfect to even out the "unperfect skin" :)

sour and spicy

yesterday was bad.... *sigh
i was skipped from work cuz i've got diarchea. i woke up at 3am and found my stomach was growling... went to bed again, n woke up at6am and still sick.:(

i deiced not go to work. Usually when i'm at home. i will play around with baby F. but yesterday was an exception. i'm just sleeping...n watching tv. i can't eat, cuz somehow i felt like i'm going to throw up too. it was a sore morning.

super duper headache plus stomachace plus feeling queassy... were a very good COMBO!!!! *sigh
i took a medicine... it helps.. but still, i couldnt play with baby F. cuz i'm so weak to wake up...

Thank God, my Mum is in balikpapan. so she took cares of baby F when i couldn't.

at night, i really felt like want to throw up. but i ignored...n went to bed.. but suddenly, baby F was THROW UP... how could he?

he really loves his mommy so he is willing to do anything to his mum.. including replacing his mum to throw up...
hahahaaa just a thought....

today, alhamdulillah i already feel okay.. i won't eat anything sour and spicy in this 3days. i hope i can stick to what i'm just saying.. hahaaa

practice makes perfect

from this post now... i will use english when i write a blog post. wish me luck. i hope in few months, my english is getting better. and i can write a full sentence without any mistake.

not everyone's friend

hadeuh.. ini bukan hari buat gue...

sebnernya agak sebel juga... kenapa juga mesti benci ma gue.... did i ever do anything wrong to you? did i ever hate u? actually its a funny part...when u realize that someone that hate you is a MAN. yep... it feels so wrong... cuz i rarely find that. i dont know..

he's a man in thirty something... i guess almost fourty. but he behaves like a young boy. hahaaa.... how could he hates me. where, i'm not working with him cause we're in a diferent division.i'm an engineer and he's an accountant. now i'll let you think, which part that he should be jealous on me?

i know that i cant be friends with everyone. but i dont think that my worst enemy is HE.. mm i cant say that he's an enemy..it's not polite :)

okay, now,, i feel so sorry to him. cuz this 3year (i've been working in this company since 2007) i was making him jealous with me. or, making him hated me.. i never even noticed that

now please, no more hartred... 

i'm sorry if i ever did wrong. :)

d kimono boy

faeyza.... almost 14mos..... picture taken at hypermart 3Nov2010... hehehh,,,,, there was a Dancow Nutrigold promo...

fae gigit2 kimono selama photoshoot.. hahaah....mungkin gusinya gatal karena mau tumbuh gigi..? hmm...
love u baby boy :)

hot chocolate and mint: The Upward Spiral

hot chocolate and mint: The Upward Spiral: "I admire those who are willing to acknowledge their weakness and work towards improving it, instead of just saying 'this is who I am'."

how's my life going

start to write again....
but still i think i don't have any insteresting topic to be written.. :D
mm, i think i'm going to tell u how my life was going, while me not writing..

setelah post terakhirku, Danik n Elna meninggalkan Balikpapan. maybe for good. i don't know. tapi mereka sepertinya tidak akan kembali ke Balikpapan dalam waktu singkat....

Danik sekarang tinggal d Sumowono, aku aja ga ngerti itu tempat ada dimana... hahahahhh.... well, based on her story , Sumowono itu ada di Jawa Tengah.. dekat ambarawa...jogjakarta... Hmmm, bayanginnya aja ga  nyampe kesana.... dy mulai usaha butik disana.... i wish her a very good Luck. dan semoga danik cepat dapat jodoh ya sayang.....heueueue....... lalu, Elna tinggal dijakarta....anak laki2na (tiMmy) tinggal dbandung..... I feel really sorry for her..... ga ngerti rasanya gimana mesti tinggal jauh dari anak... :(... since i'm a mommy too...
but thats life... i'm sure that she will find her way...cari kerja, yang mapan, or married with pria mapan :P then membawa timmy lagi tinggal sama dia..!!!
and i wish her a very goodLuck too......

tinggal aku dan santi,,,, pernah beberapa kali ngajakin jalan tapi ga jadi2... :(
now i'm alone.. Again...!
hiks.... kekna sering banget kesepian gag ada temen gini....
hee,,
but i'm happy kok....
seriously, kadang pengen seneng2,,,ngapaiiin gitu... tapi kalo liat baby Fae,, hmm kekna mendingan dirumah,,,, :D

anyway, i miss my hubby.... :(

oia.,,,,,, last month was our 2nd WEDDING ANNIVERSARY..!!
dia kasih aku kalung...hihii.... manis sekali... tapi ngasihnya pas lagi makan siang di warung bakso.... ^$^*_
hahhahaa...... dia tetep dia.. mau romantis jatoh2nya tetep adaaa aja ga bisa romantis sempurna...
i think that is the thing that makes me falllllll in love with him....

i love u baby Fae + huBby SuneO.....

xoxo

heavenly balikpapan

buka bareng "nengsky" kumpulan ibu2 cewe2...tukang rumpi....heboh....it such a great time to spend with your bff aite?!!

balikpapan is the most beautiful city ever!! kota yang dikelilingin pantai... ga butuh waktu lama untuk sekedar nongkrong...atau melepas kebetean dikota.... saya cuma butuh 5menit dari kantor untuk sampai dpantai kemala ini.... hmm..... 

ketemu udah cukup sore...sekitar jam5...matahari udah ga ngentang2 panasnya....tinggal sayup2 pohon kelapa n pasir yang enak banget buat nyeret2 kaki :)... love it!

--putcie c bebek--danik c mbee--santi c meong--elna c sapi--

restorannya juga pinggir pantai ^_~

i like this one...!! sayang gelap :p

si meong mau split tapi kok cuma segitu..??!! kentang amatttttt

what a beautiful sky...!!!

baru ngeh sama gambar ni.... lagi liat bapak2 didepan berenang kah?????!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaa

me--me--me--me

steamboat....gag gitu suka kuahnya...cuma suka cuminya....,..tapi seru buat makan rame2.... 

kapan yah bisa ajak fae + seno main2 dipantai.... ??? :D